Have you ever felt like you were burning in acid and the pain was so unbearable that you wanted to rip your own heart out and just kill yourself to get it over with and make the pain stop? no? well i dont expect you to, but that's how i feel, so much hurt in such little time....everything just hurts so much and no one in my family can know because if they find out then someone else gets in trouble and its not his fault. Its one of those periods in time when you think the whole world needs to end right now and it would feel so much better if you just died rather than live anymore....and thats exactly how i feel. I swear if i didnt think